Recollection Stuff

1st of all I want to thank all who wrote the letter for my recollection I really really appreciate it (yep to be honest it really made me cry and sorry for breaking my promise that I wont cry this recollection because I made a promise to some teachers and even to Ms. Beth that I will not cry but I did cry so...uhhh sorry I dont really mean to emote but the words in the letters deeply penetrated my insensitive heart especially the ones from 4rth year girls like wow this guys know how to break a guys heart *just kidding haha*) for some guys this is just a piece of paper but for me since I am a kind of person who is senti or sentimental I treat this kinda stuff treasure or more than any vanity because this one really came from the heart and for me its not about how much it cost but the thought is more important. and for me its just the 1st step of proving that you guys really cared for me I hope you guys can show it more in action than words~! probably hangout someplace or something like that.

2nd I want to thank all the teachers and school staff that came Sir Jeck, Mam Beth, Mam Sherwin, Mam Ging, Mam Jhen

3rd I wanna thank my classmates in SE24 and the staff there I really appreciate all the effort even though the schedule is really tight. at least for 3 days I realized someone else that I really don't know or never meet before cared for me and loved me and accepted who I am and tolerated my weaknesses

Closing remarks (stuff or whatever)

So uhh ya I learned alot of stuff from my recollection. but there is somethings that needs more explanation and answers and ya uhhmn like what I said in the morning assembly I am trying to adjust myself to the point that I will be compatible to the people around me in the school campus because I did allot of adjustments already and I still dont know what to adjust and how to express my self to others because I have the fear of I might hurt other peoples feelings, emotion or be a burden to others and I dont want that to happen all I wanted is please give me time I am not a computer that when you adjust its a instant or takes a single reboot and finally about my love life well I decided not to fall for someone again but I still I have some emotions for my 1st crush in school but I can make that emotion go away (just give me more time!) because for me I think this girl have no interest in me + I think she already has a BF and respect that and even if she dont have one yet I might break someone heart for obvious reasons and ya as they say the easier you fall for someone the easier you will forget about it~! instead of falling for someone I will just wait for someone who will approach me and say those words (bah you know that already) and will accept me for who I am. for now love life isnt my main priority but my priority is to finish HS and go to college and pick the course that I want (high chance of IT course woohoo!) then let my master lead the way and I will follow upon his will. hopefully if I become successfull in life I wanted to go somewhere in Europe like Ibiza,Spain because the the night life there is fun~! and Stuttgart, Germany because the crime rate there is low a lot of friendly neighbors and so on and I wanna live there forever till I die. if not successfull in my love life here maybe in Europe it would be well hopefully.

Xaikus out~!

Finally exam is over

after stressful sleepless nights time to get some R and R (military slang for recreation and relaxation) or the other way around but its still dissame lol but still boring because nothing to do this weekend just optimizing my laptop, playing online game with random people, reading boring pc tech stuff and reading random articles on the net... just waiting for Monday to get some new errands.

Because of too much boredom I decided to make a version of magic card of myself lol



Cool eh? reminds me of the good old days when I used to play magic cards with my batch mates

My answer to the rumors about me inside the campus

Okay so I heard this rumors spreading through out the school campus and I am too shy to speak in public about this thing so I just put my answers/response/comments here about the rumors spreading in school

1- My crush

Even Sir Gilbert and Sir Sam asked me this question directly and I am too shy to answer it because I am natural shy guy and they even ask me this question directly "may crush ka kay *censored*?" and I am too shy to ask them about it but seriously my response to this is its a half-true and a half-lie half true because okay I admit the rumors are true during the 1st-2nd week of classes and half-lie because I managed to resist her I still have some emotions or feelings for her but not like before that I cant even sleep and I managed to control my feelings for her and I know I am not the right guy for her and I can feel it. and if you love someone I just better let her the freedom to choose whoever she wants..so better luck next time maybe.

2- The eye contact

The explanation of my aggressive looking eyes or like my old teachers say "eyes of a tiger" is I was born with mild Hydrocephalus or the water in the brain it affected my eyes and my head. also I am suffering from Vertigo so I need to wear my old glasses because my eyes are sensitive to too much light.

3- Me = Snobbish

Okay I admit I really did became snobbish in the 1st week of classes because I was trying to evaluate the people in IIS. so I wanna apologize to each and every person in the campus or whoever reads this thing. but after that I did try to get along with people in the campus because I know this school will help me achieve my goal. but I am having a hard time doing it because I am really shy and teachers are starting to compromise my secret (you know that already) but even if they do reveal it. it will be pointless because I am falling to another girl who I know can cover my weakness. who is she? clue? actually I know she likes me but I don't know if shes falling for me. because I can sense it. also I heard some rumors that can support my theory about this issue but to be honest I am fine with her no problem at all.
inside or outside the campus? inside the campus and I always see her daily I just keep a low profile so things wont get compromised.


4-My real religion

Agnostic Unorthodox Catholic just use dictionary for this one because its kinda hard to explain



ahh this is almost all about love life lol~!

anyways Xaikus out ~~

Call Of Duty :Modern Warfare 2 single player = Boring zzzzzz

I managed to finish COD:MW2 single player around 8-10hrs in hardened difficulty. the story is shorter than MW1 the only good part of this game is the multiplayer experience but I never tried it yet because I am using a pirated copy of the game. I hope I can play the game in muliplayer using Gerena so I can play with some of my buddies there. I am playing Assassins Creed 2 at the moment to kill some boredom. I am also using a pirated copy of the game and I managed to find a crack for it after several trial and errors.

Blog #2 Part 2 Internal Parts of a Computer

Motherboard - A motherboard is the central printed circuit board (PCB) in many modern computers and holds many of the crucial components of the system, while providing connectors for other peripherals. The motherboard is sometimes alternatively known as the main board, system board, or, on Apple computers, the logic board.





Central Processing Unit - The Central Processing Unit (CPU) or the processor is the portion of a computer system that carries out the instructions of a computer program, and is the primary element carrying out the computer's functions.





Hard disk - is a non-volatile storage device for digital data. It features one or more rotating rigid platters on a motor-driven spindle within a metal case. Data is encoded magnetically by read/write heads that float on a cushion of air above the platters.






Floppy Drive - A Floppy Drive is used to read Diskettes





Network Interface Controller - A network interface card (NIC) is a hardware device that handles an interface to a computer network and allows a network-capable device to access that network.





Computer Fan - A computer fan is any fan inside a computer case used for cooling purposes, and may refer to fans that draw cooler air into the case from the outside, expel warm air from inside, or move air across a heatsink to cool a particular component. The use of fans to cool a computer is an example of active cooling.




Optical Disk Drive - an optical disc drive (ODD) is a disk drive that uses laser light or electromagnetic waves near the light spectrum as part of the process of reading or writing data to or from optical discs.





Video Card - is an expansion card whose function is to generate and output images to a display. Many video cards offer added functions, such as accelerated rendering of 3D scenes and 2D graphics, video capture, TV-tuner adapter, MPEG-2/MPEG-4 decoding, FireWire, light pen, TV output, or the ability to connect multiple monitors (multi-monitor). Other modern high performance video cards are used for more graphically demanding purposes, such as PC game



Audio Card - A sound card (also known as an audio card) is a computer expansion card that facilitates the input and output of audio signals to and from a computer under control of computer programs. Typical uses of sound cards include providing the audio component for multimedia applications such as music composition, editing video or audio, presentation, education, and entertainment (games). Many computers have sound capabilities built in, while others require additional expansion cards to provide for audio capability.





Random access memory (RAM) - Random-access memory (RAM) is a form of computer data storage. Today, it takes the form of integrated circuits that allow stored data to be accessed in any order (i.e., at random). "Random" refers to the idea that any piece of data can be returned in a constant time, regardless of its physical location and whether or not it is related to the previous piece of data.




Power Supply Unit (PSU) - A power supply unit (PSU) is the component that supplies power to the other components in a computer. More specifically, a power supply unit is typically designed to convert general-purpose alternating current (AC) electric power from the mains (100-127V in North America, parts of South America, Japan, and Taiwan; 220-240V in most of the rest of the world) to usable low-voltage DC power for the internal components of the computer. Some power supplies have a switch to change between 230 V and 115 V. Other models have automatic sensors that switch input voltage automatically, or are able to accept any voltage between those limits.

Blog # 2 Part 1 External Parts of a Computer

Parts of a Computer (External)

Keyboard - A keyboard is an input device, partially modeled after the typewriter keyboard, which uses an arrangement of buttons or keys, to act as mechanical levers or electronic switches

Mouse - A mouse is a pointing device that functions by detecting two-dimensional motion relative to its supporting surface.

Computer Speaker - A Computer speakers, or multimedia speakers, are speakers external to a computer, that disable the lower fidelity built-in speaker. They often have a low-power internal amplifier

Computer Monitor - A monitor or display (sometimes called a visual display unit) is an electronic visual display for computers.

Microphone - An instrument capable of transforming sound waves into changes in electric currents or voltage, used in recording or transmitting sound.

System Unit - A system unit, also known as a base unit, is the main body of a desktop computer, typically consisting of a plastic enclosure containing the motherboard, power supply, cooling fans, internal disk drives, and the memory modules and expansion cards that are plugged into the motherboard, such as video and network cards.





Computer Case - A computer case (also known as a computer chassis, cabinet, box, tower, enclosure, housing, '"system unit'" or simply case) is the enclosure that contains the main components of a computer. A computer case is sometimes incorrectly referred to metonymously as a CPU or hard drive referring to components housed within the case. CPU was a more common term in the earlier days of home computers, when peripherals other than the motherboard were usually housed in their own separate cases.







Printer - In computing, a printer is a peripheral which produces a hard copy (permanent readable text and/or graphics) of documents stored in electronic form, usually on physical print media such as paper or transparencies.






Scanner - In computing, a scanner is a device that optically scans images, printed text, handwriting, or an object, and converts it to a digital image.




Mouse Pad - A mousepad (US) or mouse mat (UK) is a surface for enhancing the usability of a computer mouse.







Web Cam - A webcam is a video capture device connected to a computer or computer network, often using a USB port or, if connected to a network, ethernet or Wi-Fi.






Modem - A modem (modulator-demodulator) is a device that modulates an analog carrier signal to encode digital information, and also demodulates such a carrier signal to decode the transmitted information. The goal is to produce a signal that can be transmitted easily and decoded to reproduce the original digital data. Modems can be used over any means of transmitting analog signals, from driven diodes to radio.






CD or Compact Disk - A Compact Disc (also known as a CD) is an optical disc used to store digital data.






Floppy Disk or Diskette - A floppy disk is a data storage medium that is composed of a disk of thin, flexible ("floppy") magnetic storage medium encased in a square or rectangular plastic shell.





USB Flash Drive - A USB flash drive consists of a flash memory data storage device integrated with a USB (Universal Serial Bus) 1.1 or 2.0 interface. USB flash drives are typically removable and rewritable, and physically much smaller than a floppy disk. Most weigh less than 30 g (1 oz). Storage capacities in 2010 can be as large as 256 GB with steady improvements in size and price per capacity expected. Some allow 1 million write or erase cycles and have a 10-year data retention cycle.





External Hard disk - An external hard disk drive is a type of hard disk drive which is connected to a computer by a USB cable or other means. Modern entries into the market consist of standard SATA, IDE, or SCSI hard drives in portable disk enclosures with SCSI, USB, IEEE 1394 Firewire, eSATA client interfaces to connect to the host computer.




Headset - A headset is a headphone combined with a microphone. Headsets provide the equivalent functionality of a telephone handset with hands-free operation. Headsets typically have only one speaker like a telephone, but also come with speakers for both ears.[1] They have many uses including in call centers and other telephone-intensive jobs and for personal use at the computer to facilitate comfortable simultaneous conversation and typing.





Computer Desk - The ergonomic desk and related computer desk are furniture pieces designed to comfortably and aesthetically provide a working surface and house or conceal office equipment including computers, peripherals and cabling for office and home-office users.





Patch Cable - A patch cable or patch cord (sometimes patchcable or patchcord) is an electrical or optical cable, used to connect ("patch-in") one electronic or optical device to another for signal routing.

Power Cord

Monitor Power Adaptor Cord

Power Cord - A power cord, line cord, or mains cable is a cord or cable that temporarily connects an electrical appliance to the distribution circuits of an electrical power source via a wall socket or extension cord.






Router - is a device that interconnects two or more computer networks, and selectively interchanges packets of data between them.






Ethernet Hub - An Ethernet hub, active hub, network hub, repeater hub or hub is a device for connecting multiple twisted pair or fiber optic Ethernet devices together and making them act as a single network segment. Hubs work at the physical layer (layer 1) of the OSI model. The device is a form of multiport repeater. Repeater hubs also participate in collision detection, forwarding a jam signal to all ports if it detects a collision.






Video Projector - A video projector takes a video signal and projects the corresponding image on a projection screen using a lens system. All video projectors use a very bright light to project the image, and most modern ones can correct any curves, blurriness, and other inconsistencies through manual settings. Video projectors are widely used for conference room presentations, classroom training, home theatre and live events applications. Projectors are widely used in many schools and other educational settings, connected to an interactive whiteboard to interactively teach pupils.

USB Gamepads

Gamepad -A gamepad (also called joypad or control pad), is a type of game controller held in the hand, where the digits (especially thumbs) are used to provide input. Gamepads generally feature a set of action buttons handled with the right thumb and a direction controller handled with the left. The direction controller has traditionally been a four-way digital cross (also named a joypad, or alternatively a D-pad), but most modern controllers additionally (or as a substitute) feature an analog stick.

AV receiver - AV receivers or audio-video receivers are one of the many consumer electronics components typically found within a home theatre system. Their primary purpose is to amplify sound from a multitude of possible audio sources as well as route video signals to your TV from various sources. The user may program and configure a unit to take inputs from devices such as DVD players, VCRs etc. and easily select which source he wants to route to his TV and have sound output for.

My Favorite Hitler Rants

Special thanks to hitlerrantparodies for this thing makes me laugh out loud~!

Warning: strong language, mature content


The Fegelein Hitler referring to in his rants in these videos is Hermann Fegelein

The video is taken from the movie Downfall (Der Untergang) the story of the movie is how Berlin falls under allied hands (Battle of Berlin)... If you want the complete video with English translation on it PM me or email me at Xaikus@ymail.com or Xaikus506@yahoo.com.ph or post @ comment have a nice day~!


Hitler is informed Humpty Dumpty had a great fall








Hitler is asked "what is your name?"







Hitler is asked "I have a question"








Hitler is informed he's a Jew






Hitler is informed he is Fegelein







Hitler cant find Osama Bin Laden

My Favorite Genre of Music

For me listening to music is a way of relaxation and reduces stress like after a hard quiz or exam.
I do commonly listen to music on my free time using my personal computer when I am at home or using my diskman (before) and I-pod (present). My favorite Genre of music before are rock because I got influenced by my old schoolmates to listen to that kinda music. Me and my old friends/barkada do jamming below a tree near our school canteen. We do our homeworks, projects there and share some stories about our personal lives. We do sing various type of Rock genre like heavy metal, alternative, OPM and so on. sometimes we sing love songs like "Love Fool" by the Cardigans. When I hear the song "Grey sky morning (best I ever had) by Vertical Horizon it makes me wanna cry because I miss my old barkada allot because they are like my second family and it brings back good memories. Now at my present school I decided to completely change my self from what I am in the past and I think I did successfully morphed my self to another me because allot of my habits before have been changed even my genre of music had changed from rock to trance, electronic ,dance , techno.









Grey Sky Morning (aka Best I ever had) by Vertical Horizon
This song brings back good memories from my old barkadas from Don Bosco




Now (present) my favorite genre is Trance, Techno, Electronic, Drum and Bass , Lounge, Dance. Artist like DJ Tiesto (the best DJ ever!), ATB, Junkie XL, BT, Paul van Dyk, Ferry Corsten, Yuri Kane, IIO and so on too many to mention lol. anyway I listen to this songs when I am really stressed or when I am not in the mood. For me this genres awakens me. youth now days commonly like Hip-Hop, Rap, Pop, RNB and so on.. for me I think I am kinda unique because I don't like listening to those kinda music for me its kinda disturbing especially when I am playing FPS games like Special Force or Call of Duty then some guy plays K-POP in the mic I get distracted making me wanna rant in the chat box or in the mic because I cant concentrate on my business (like shooting other baddies). I experienced this situation before that this guy entered and played "Nobody but you" very loud in his mic while we are playing COD5 in a public server. As the guys in our room heard the song they begun ranting and some guys laughed because it sounds gay lol. but seriously I don't mind them but to be honest I got distracted also like I cant think straight on what I wanna do. luckily that guy stayed for a short time in our room and back to our business.






DJ Spiller featuring Sophie Ellis Bextor - Groovejet aka If this ain't love (my 1st favorite dance song)








ATB Featuring Aruna - My saving grace (my favorite song at the moment)






Tiesto Featuring BT - Break my fall (I play this song when I am in love)


Normally I don't like J-POP (Japanese POP) and K-POP (Korean Pop) because when I listen to those kinda songs I feel like out of place because I cant understand the lyrics except for the English parts of course. Its kinda annoying listening to those songs cause I get distracted and I don't know why. Except when I saw the Amuro Namie video titled "Wild" also used as the OST of the Coca-Cola Commercial in some countries including the Philippines. The only J-POP song that I listen and liked. I liked the music video because its a combination of Dance and Cool moves and to be honest she's a hot chick in my opinion but not my type ok~!






Amuro Namie - Wild