Recollection Stuff

1st of all I want to thank all who wrote the letter for my recollection I really really appreciate it (yep to be honest it really made me cry and sorry for breaking my promise that I wont cry this recollection because I made a promise to some teachers and even to Ms. Beth that I will not cry but I did cry so...uhhh sorry I dont really mean to emote but the words in the letters deeply penetrated my insensitive heart especially the ones from 4rth year girls like wow this guys know how to break a guys heart *just kidding haha*) for some guys this is just a piece of paper but for me since I am a kind of person who is senti or sentimental I treat this kinda stuff treasure or more than any vanity because this one really came from the heart and for me its not about how much it cost but the thought is more important. and for me its just the 1st step of proving that you guys really cared for me I hope you guys can show it more in action than words~! probably hangout someplace or something like that.

2nd I want to thank all the teachers and school staff that came Sir Jeck, Mam Beth, Mam Sherwin, Mam Ging, Mam Jhen

3rd I wanna thank my classmates in SE24 and the staff there I really appreciate all the effort even though the schedule is really tight. at least for 3 days I realized someone else that I really don't know or never meet before cared for me and loved me and accepted who I am and tolerated my weaknesses

Closing remarks (stuff or whatever)

So uhh ya I learned alot of stuff from my recollection. but there is somethings that needs more explanation and answers and ya uhhmn like what I said in the morning assembly I am trying to adjust myself to the point that I will be compatible to the people around me in the school campus because I did allot of adjustments already and I still dont know what to adjust and how to express my self to others because I have the fear of I might hurt other peoples feelings, emotion or be a burden to others and I dont want that to happen all I wanted is please give me time I am not a computer that when you adjust its a instant or takes a single reboot and finally about my love life well I decided not to fall for someone again but I still I have some emotions for my 1st crush in school but I can make that emotion go away (just give me more time!) because for me I think this girl have no interest in me + I think she already has a BF and respect that and even if she dont have one yet I might break someone heart for obvious reasons and ya as they say the easier you fall for someone the easier you will forget about it~! instead of falling for someone I will just wait for someone who will approach me and say those words (bah you know that already) and will accept me for who I am. for now love life isnt my main priority but my priority is to finish HS and go to college and pick the course that I want (high chance of IT course woohoo!) then let my master lead the way and I will follow upon his will. hopefully if I become successfull in life I wanted to go somewhere in Europe like Ibiza,Spain because the the night life there is fun~! and Stuttgart, Germany because the crime rate there is low a lot of friendly neighbors and so on and I wanna live there forever till I die. if not successfull in my love life here maybe in Europe it would be well hopefully.

Xaikus out~!